I am an idiot in disguise
I am delusional
I wake up thinking that I know things
That I have never had the chance to actually know

I have never wished to be worshipped
I have nothing to be worshipped about
I want to teach as much as I can learn
I don’t really have a pearl to give you
All I have is something for you to fight
For us to fight

I was never even close to an ending
I was never even close to attachment
I am the only one to make my decisions
And you will lose the fight in the day you choose for me

This contract should have never been done
One day I woke up knowing it
But I pretended not to care
‘Cause you know
I dream a lot
And my mind…

I am not one
I have never been
There are many voices inside my mind
Constantly struggling to get out
To get their way
And I fight and I will keep fighting
Until the voices are united in
One

You know
You will never be ready for someone like me