October 13th

In the middle of the night
I woke up from reality
Into the most dense dream
As if we were synchronised dancers
of the sound of eternity.
Space and time were home.
And I just felt empty but whole.
There was logic rising from
The lack of consciousness
I couldn’t speak,
But my voice was so clear,
My thoughts were screaming
Inside my head that
Could only focus on your eyes,
Damn, they were so loud, so wide.
My mouth full of teeth -
They were all there smiling belief.
I could hear the light trying
To reach out, and suddenly,
I was fucking hot,
Fire and flames, burning inside me,
Turning into ashes, dropping on the floor,
With the matching beat of my heart.
My body wasn’t there,
My mind was else where too,
Until they got together eventually
Just before I fell back asleep.
Now every breath is heavier,
And I don’t even recognise
If anything is real
Or how to deal
With our truth -
You are the jackpot to my youth.